I'm back from my spring and summer with renued vigor and a lot more attitude!  Okay maybe a little less attitude but hey you can't have everything.  N E how on with what I've got to say about my summer.  Since I will be seeing everyone (hopefully) at my son's 2nd B-day bash, I don't want to have to field romance questions, or n e embarrassing questions, therefore I will do a brief synopsis right here. My summer began with me questioning the why's of my life. Like why did I make all the really BAD choices?  Why didn't I want to date?? Where am I going in Psychology and do I really REALLY want to be there??  So I took time off and traveled back again to merry ol England and spent some time with Anne.  She's so funny.  And now she has her baby so she's even greater.  But N E how, I retuned in July to still not have any of my questions answered. 

 So I sat around watching my uncle light fireworks and I watched my son's face and I wished that something would change.  Okay I got my wish, all of you know, how Nick bet me that I wouldn't remain celibate, well he won as of July 6.  I fell off the bandwagon.  I was standing in this line at Wawa and I hear someone say "Cass" So I whirl around and here's it's Mike Kneeream from high school and karate.  We hug, and we exchange numerous dirty e-mails, text messages, IM's and phone calls.  To which thru most of it, I'm not sure if I wanna barf or cum.  Believe me sometimes it's a thin line.  So I dragged my very best girl on the job, Maria and we went and hung out at the bar he works at.  Had a couple of drinks, went back to his place... (Okay get your mind out of the gutter, it's not what you think) and Maria was coming on to him strong, which believe me I did not care. He brushed her off and had more hands then a octopus around me.  I was fending off tentacles all night long. 

  So to make a long, pretty sickening story short, I finally did it with him, okay curiousity got me, I admit it. Boy, was I sorry.  Felt like throwing up afterward. Had to be the WORST experience of my life. Seriously, he had Rob beat hands down.  No forplay, no cuddling, just wham bam, I'm gonna sit here and eat twizzlers afterward.  And of course I got the oh damn you are REALLY good.  To which I rolled my eyes.  So I go on my merry way saying never again. So this guy becomes my stalker. He's like calling me, and texting me, and I'm like dude, YOU SUCKED! ANd he's like apologizing blah, blah, blah.  ANd he's like I have this committment problem.  So I'm like oh god, just deal with it already. 

So like two weeks after my mom gets this call from who other than Rob Dixon my ex.  He's blah, blah, blahing to her, and he's asking all these retarded questions about me.  For example, hows Cass? Is she thin? Is she a good mother?  Is she dating?  So my mom says that I am looking into this guy (Okay yes the guy would be Mike but I had her say it to him, cause I knew it would irk him) So he tells my mom he married the Mexican tartita, and I was like laughing up a storm.  ANd then he asks my mom if he can come see her.  So she sets up this meeting with him.  (Just a side bar Cris (his wife) is in Mexico at this time) So I see him, and it's been like 3 years.  He's all like I grew an inch and I'm broader.  So I told him yeah, you have a belly.  And I told him his head stopped shrinking.  So n e way he can't take his eyes from my chest (okay now we all know that I grew a extremely large porn star chest but really!!) So he has to leave and I'm walking him out, and I give him a hug and he won't let go.  I'm like Rob, ur married! And he's like I don't care, I want you, I want to touch them, so in the delusional alcoholic, extremely horny state I was in, I was like sure.  So N E way suffice it to say he saw me almost every night.  And for the survey he was always about a 3 on a scale of 1 - 10. 1 being the worst and 10 being the best. He is now a 4.  Still not that good. 

So after my summer flings were out of the way, I got great news that my financing for my club was gonna go thru. I celebrated with my good friends, danced a bit.  And decided to take time off from school for a little.  So now hear I sit, it's October, I'm gonna be 24. YUCK! I'm getting old. My son is gonna be 2.  I've been going to the gym everyday and working out like a maniac.  I hurt all over.  I'm horny as hell, infact I just wanna fuck something.  I've been drinking a lot (as you can tell by my ramblings.) I just wanna have a no strings attached fuck fest.  Okay shut up now!!! Pretend you didn't read that.

So thanks for reading. I'll be putting the site back up, stay tuned for pics and other novelties. Oh and to you all my hot aquaintances and friends. Expect your invites to the clubs opening in the coming weeks. It will be either in June or July. Get out your S&M gear! (J/K) God, I can just hear your minds working.

Laters

Cass